it's little shadow's writing....i wanna copy it....but i cant.....i love it....bcuz it's tell me what i really thought....

迷茫

 

1

南方12月。

因为无数陌生的事情流了泪。我告诉每个人，我又犯错误了。我是个别人，精雕细凿的木偶。可是。我怎么这么容易犯错。

我觉得我错了。无数次的转动着手中的珠子。我想这样。专注着，数着36颗的珠子。我是虔诚的至少。这样包装起伤痛。我被伤了。遍体鳞伤。我不能原谅这些伤害。可是，至少能逃避。

有谁。能春来冬去，一直牵着我的手。永远别放开。


2

信上说，生如夏花。

我的夏天。突然得到提醒。我想起，我跑到南华禅去。我爬到很高的岩石上去。我想，那样从空中漂亮的飞落。想起来。心情凉爽。

没有人想我。

被遗忘在夏天。又如何如文物一样被挖掘出来。南方12月。木棉依旧挺拔。街上依旧有着繁华的翠绿。这里是南方。亚热带季风气候。除了风大点，没有别的。没有雪。没有严寒。

我在哭泣。无人理睬。

我是个喜欢哭泣的孩子。我希望那个人。时刻记得我。时刻宝贝着我。我只是一时的希望。被守望着。凝固了，表达不了，我的想法。

3

最后。身边没有任何人。

我走在街上。和一个陌生并且有点讨厌的人走在路上。出去的时候。我们用着一条围巾。围着两个脖子。回来的时候，我不说话了，整条路，我只说了一句，风要把吹走了。

昨天只有云儿。

云儿。我很悲哀。也许。有天。我连你也不愿意去回忆了。我如此怕受伤。我要学着保护好自己。千方百计。

我该离开这种生活。到很远的地方去。他们把去一个地方说的如此神圣。进臧。转经轮如此神秘的脑中旋转。我魂远离。


4

我很冷。整个长夜。没有一个可以彻底哭泣的地方。

5

25号。我去六榕寺。

他离我太近了。我控制不了自己的悲伤。我说。人情冷暖。何必劳神苦思。

夏天。我流离失所。可是。我不懂的那四个字。

冬天我为难。置身于寒冷中，我浅笑。冷暖。人情。

 

 

Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.

Meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was a choice,
falling in love with you was beyond my control.

I’m going to smile and make you think I’m happy,
I’m going to laugh, so you don’t see me cry,
I’m going to let you go in style, and even if it kills me-
I’m going to smile.

fresh loneliness
alone
walk in the forest
put my thoughts into the crystal ball
dropping
disappearing

walk along the flowers
and they're crying
the deep saddness i feel
is suddenly sneak into my heart

well i guess

everything's lonely

maybe it's meant to be

当你问一个人:"你爱不爱我?"或者"你爱我还是爱她?"的时候,他说:"你给我点时间吧."那么他其实已经把答案告诉你了.

      一个女孩说,男人说这个星期之内会打电话给她,今天已是最后期限,他没有找他.他本来答应了要把自己的答案告诉她,她要再她和旧女朋友之间作一个选择.

       "他没有打电话来,是不是代表他已经选择了她?"

       这个女孩太傻了.当他一个星期前说:"给我一个星期时间,让我想想吧."的时候,他 已经选择了另一个女人.他想要一点时间,只是他无法说出"分手"这两个字罢了.

      你爱一个人的话,怎会要期限?你怎么可能说:"这个星期天我会找你,到时候我会给你答案."你不爱一个人,才会这样拖延时间.

      无论那句话怎样说,无论他说:"过几天我会找你."还是说:"你等我电话吧."意思都是一样的.他明知道当他说了限期,你会忧心的一天一天等他,你会疯狂的思恋他,而他仍然要你等.他舍得让你等待和饱受煎熬,那么,他就等于说:"你不用再等我."

Friend: calls your parents by mr. and mrs.
Best friend: calls your parents dad and mom.

Friend: has never seen you cry
Best friend: has always had the best shoulder to cry on

Friend: never asks for anything to eat or drink
Best friend: opens the fridge and makes herself at home
Friend: asks you to write down your number.
Best friend: they ask you for their number
(cuz they can't remember it)
Friend: borrows your stuff for a few days then gives it back.
Best friend: has a closet full of your stuff

Friend: only knows a few things about you
Best friend: could write a biography on your life story
Friend : will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing
Best friend: will always go with you

Friend: would delete this letter
Best friend: will send this back to me and all of their online buddies

Friends Forever!

Written with a pen
Sealed with a kiss

If you are my friend,

Please answer this:
Are we friends or are we not?

You told me once, but I forgot..
So tell me now and tell me true,
So I can say, I am here for you.
Of all the friends I've ever met,

You're the ones I won't forget..
And if I die before you do,
I'll go to Heaven
And wait for you.